...ThE lOsT fEeLiNgS... no pride...no ego... i just simply felt so stressed...
i wasn't born a dancer... neither was i born talented...
i'm not strong in dancing... not even closed to good...
but i believe in trying and hanging on... maybe i'm putting on a strong front... but i have my thoughts and thinking too... sometimes...i just need you to believe in me...
i feel so stress at times with you...and i don't know why... i've lost myself...the one that used to be so strong... lost everything to confidence...
me myself & i 15:33
EMOTIONAL
Mei Xian
nursing student
...full-time...
lamer
stoner
dreamer
...part-time...
having a break
LOVE LIFE
sleep eat dream
especially sushi
mango pudding cake
ice-cream chocolate
WISH LIST
More Clothes
White "Classy" Tote
Sports Bag
Lots of Pumps & Heels
A Wallet
Perm My Hair
New Belts
Digital Camera
DS Lite
Undergo Lasik
Attend a Shoe Design Course
Lots & Lots of $$$$
**need a job right now**
Try New Stuff to Build Confidence
MESSAGE
THINK POSITIVE...
it's the little little things in my life that allow me to hang on...
no matter how life is...it's just the perception point that varies the outcome view...
my life isn't empty but half-filled...and i'm contented...
