???wHaT dO I wAnT tO AcHiEvE??? zui jing hao duo gan chu... ye xiang le hen duo... and realise that i've never seriously thought about what i want in my life... saying that the expected life span for women is 80... i've wasted a quater of it fulfilling my parents' hopes & dreams... plus satisfying others joy & needs... ...well...i guess i still did enjoy myself some what a little... at least...when i was doing volunteering work... everyone studies...plus chooses a course they hope to pursue further in... but me??? i'm where i am to fulfill people's dream... i thought of it as my initial stepping stone... but now...where is my next step??? where should i step to next??? i totally have no idea... for a person that could have no choice over her path in her life... i really need to cultivate myself to something that i'm interested in... but...what am i interested in??? or rather...what am i even good at??? questions that i can't even answer myself... need to find out...need answers...need assurance... ...most importantly...i need to get my confidence back from all the setbacks lately...
me myself & i 20:52
EMOTIONAL
Mei Xian
nursing student
...full-time...
lamer
stoner
dreamer
...part-time...
having a break
LOVE LIFE
sleep eat dream
especially sushi
mango pudding cake
ice-cream chocolate
WISH LIST
More Clothes
White "Classy" Tote
Sports Bag
Lots of Pumps & Heels
A Wallet
Perm My Hair
New Belts
Digital Camera
DS Lite
Undergo Lasik
Attend a Shoe Design Course
Lots & Lots of $$$$
**need a job right now**
Try New Stuff to Build Confidence
MESSAGE
THINK POSITIVE...
it's the little little things in my life that allow me to hang on...
no matter how life is...it's just the perception point that varies the outcome view...
my life isn't empty but half-filled...and i'm contented...
