human beings never ever learn to appreciate till things are gone... always pushing blames and responsibilities away... and running away from all problems and obstructions...
if you love and care...show it out... if you hate and feel unfair...voice out...
why wait??? why wait till everything had happened??? why wait till after pushing away the blames and pin-pointing??? why wait till after hurting then you go about declaring???
memeories and songs shared... problems encountered... presents exchanged... never seemed to have meant anything...
your love...is so complex... your thinking...are so self-centered... you claim to know and understand... but nothing would ever ever ever stay put... everything changes even for the least bit...
nothing is impossible... it just take a little effort to make a difference... and you've never noticed because you're not willing to...
bu zai hu shou yi bu jie yi... bu jie yi shou yi bu zai hu...
waiting is never the solution... should rather think of solutions to the problem... speak what you mean...and mean what you say... don't make empty promises...
wanting others to know then share clearly... don't go about bitting the bush... you're just toying around with my feeling...
your every word and action affects me... and honestly...i'm tired... tired of playing such xin li zhang with you for so long... --<--@ happiness is a choice that requires effort at times...*emo-ing*
me myself & i 01:33
EMOTIONAL
Mei Xian
nursing student
...full-time...
lamer
stoner
dreamer
...part-time...
having a break
LOVE LIFE
sleep eat dream
especially sushi
mango pudding cake
ice-cream chocolate
WISH LIST
More Clothes
White "Classy" Tote
Sports Bag
Lots of Pumps & Heels
A Wallet
Perm My Hair
New Belts
Digital Camera
DS Lite
Undergo Lasik
Attend a Shoe Design Course
Lots & Lots of $$$$
**need a job right now**
Try New Stuff to Build Confidence
MESSAGE
THINK POSITIVE...
it's the little little things in my life that allow me to hang on...
no matter how life is...it's just the perception point that varies the outcome view...
my life isn't empty but half-filled...and i'm contented...
