i know this decision made will not please all... i know some or even many may raise certain issues...
but after much consideration... this is definitely the best for the club... therefore...i'm ready to face all that will come...
i'll explain everything... whether or not they want to listen i cannot control... because some mindset i cannot change...
it's not fair that such mess were left to me to clean up... with no support and no understanding... yet only stress and expectations... i swear that i will put things in place before passing it on... because it's even more unfair to let the next batch handle that...
now i feel so good... because finally i'm getting somewhere... what i set out to put everything right are starting to form...
yet now only then i see the true side of everyone... no longer do i know if i should be angry or rather disappointed...
PS to Era Hilarious GreenApple PewPew FeiFei & NR20 click: i want to thank you people that really stood by me... because most of you are not even in the club... thank God for blessing me with you people...if not i guess by now......... i may have been driven to my wits and gone into depression already... [though i know you all say i live in IMH, but that's not the point]... I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!
me myself & i 01:58
EMOTIONAL
Mei Xian
nursing student
...full-time...
lamer
stoner
dreamer
...part-time...
having a break
LOVE LIFE
sleep eat dream
especially sushi
mango pudding cake
ice-cream chocolate
WISH LIST
More Clothes
White "Classy" Tote
Sports Bag
Lots of Pumps & Heels
A Wallet
Perm My Hair
New Belts
Digital Camera
DS Lite
Undergo Lasik
Attend a Shoe Design Course
Lots & Lots of $$$$
**need a job right now**
Try New Stuff to Build Confidence
MESSAGE
THINK POSITIVE...
it's the little little things in my life that allow me to hang on...
no matter how life is...it's just the perception point that varies the outcome view...
my life isn't empty but half-filled...and i'm contented...
