the salon was playing some rather old music... and of course it so happened that the songs repeats... those were songs which he used to sing...for me... memories came back... i felt so upset...wanted to cry... tears were at the edge of flowing out... i held them back... all of a sudden...there was the feeling there... could not explain how i felt in words... i just felt so.......................... guess there are a lot of things that happen which i cannot explain... i cannot give you the answers you want... but neither do i want to find reasons or excuses... just want to tell you...... i really loved the times we had spent together... and appriciate a lot of things you had done... but certain things are beyond our control...just like promises... i just hope to hear the best of you... and hope for the best for you...... do you feel the same as me??? ...with love...
me myself & i 01:56
EMOTIONAL
Mei Xian
nursing student
...full-time...
lamer
stoner
dreamer
...part-time...
having a break
LOVE LIFE
sleep eat dream
especially sushi
mango pudding cake
ice-cream chocolate
WISH LIST
More Clothes
White "Classy" Tote
Sports Bag
Lots of Pumps & Heels
A Wallet
Perm My Hair
New Belts
Digital Camera
DS Lite
Undergo Lasik
Attend a Shoe Design Course
Lots & Lots of $$$$
**need a job right now**
Try New Stuff to Build Confidence
MESSAGE
THINK POSITIVE...
it's the little little things in my life that allow me to hang on...
no matter how life is...it's just the perception point that varies the outcome view...
my life isn't empty but half-filled...and i'm contented...
