...mY hEaRt SuNk To ThE vErY bOtToM... maybe you feel that i have not done alot on my part... you could excuse her because of her problems... but have you ever take into consideration that i have problems too??? you stressed on alot of things... i was alone... did not have help... and have to meet up to your expectations... reasonable or not it may be... i still did always try to meet your expectations... even though i have alot of problems... even though i have attachments... even though i am busy with my work... true enough i did meet up all your expectations......didn't i??? seriously do not understand... things i should do...i do... things i should not do...i also do... but then??? it seems that you are never satisfied with my actions... then can you like tell me what you want from me??? i mean if you want to sack me... i really do not mind... you put the blame on me that i never inform you...... complained to so-and-so... when the fact is that i did inform you... and the so-and-so know that i did inform... when i should not even inform...and got scolding for it... and...hello...this is my "hui bao" from you... as my ins... i respect you... seriously... but i really do not want to carry on like this anymore... just tell me what you want... stop putting me through your miseries... i had enough of it...that now...... i just want to breakdown... and leave... or just die......
me myself & i 03:36
EMOTIONAL
Mei Xian
nursing student
...full-time...
lamer
stoner
dreamer
...part-time...
having a break
LOVE LIFE
sleep eat dream
especially sushi
mango pudding cake
ice-cream chocolate
WISH LIST
More Clothes
White "Classy" Tote
Sports Bag
Lots of Pumps & Heels
A Wallet
Perm My Hair
New Belts
Digital Camera
DS Lite
Undergo Lasik
Attend a Shoe Design Course
Lots & Lots of $$$$
**need a job right now**
Try New Stuff to Build Confidence
MESSAGE
THINK POSITIVE...
it's the little little things in my life that allow me to hang on...
no matter how life is...it's just the perception point that varies the outcome view...
my life isn't empty but half-filled...and i'm contented...
