...tO a SpEcIaL SoMeOnE... she look me up again... it seems like i am only visible only when she is in need... if not...i am transparent... and her newly found friends are the only ones she sees... she hurt me in a lot of ways... unknowingly i feel...and i hope... i said it many a times... but guess...she does not see my point... but i do not think it matters either... hahahahaha... seriously...i do not mind... at least......i can say i am useful... in one way or the other...... though news came in late... it is always late...better than never... least i could do was to listen... and console a little... friends are like presents... hard to come by... especially good ones... so treasure them... do not wait till it is too late... for regrets get you no where...
me myself & i 01:40
EMOTIONAL
Mei Xian
nursing student
...full-time...
lamer
stoner
dreamer
...part-time...
having a break
LOVE LIFE
sleep eat dream
especially sushi
mango pudding cake
ice-cream chocolate
WISH LIST
More Clothes
White "Classy" Tote
Sports Bag
Lots of Pumps & Heels
A Wallet
Perm My Hair
New Belts
Digital Camera
DS Lite
Undergo Lasik
Attend a Shoe Design Course
Lots & Lots of $$$$
**need a job right now**
Try New Stuff to Build Confidence
MESSAGE
THINK POSITIVE...
it's the little little things in my life that allow me to hang on...
no matter how life is...it's just the perception point that varies the outcome view...
my life isn't empty but half-filled...and i'm contented...