today practice... i was totally pissed off... though i went in super late... but...trust me... first...my aunty came for visit... which was super wrong timing... the last time it was late for two months... and now it came two weeks after that... goodness...it's super painful... next...it was zul... apparently he back out from lunch time... and he never tell me...ahhhhhh... argh...make me spend $15.90 for nothing... waste my money get a top which i will not wear... lastly...and the worst of all... it was HER...HER HER HER HER HER... i do not think i need to name anyone... but HEY...for goodness sack... hate people with NO BASIC MANNERS!!! no red track pants i say help HER buy YESTERDAY... still can say SHE want and thank me... but just now in class... SHE came to me...and guess what SHE said??? "you got enough pants...if not you give other people" like that lai...guess what SHE did straight after that??? SHE found a spot next to me...sat down... and took out a newly bought red track pants... at that moment... my mind was like "WHAT THE FUCK?!" did you realise anything??? SHE did not address me by name...... nevermind... but SHE did not even apologise!!! oh my gosh...BLOODY HELL... i mean please lahz... i know YOU bought a nike pants... which looks way better... but YOU do not even have the courtesy to tell me that YOU do not want it...before YOU buy the piar of pants TODAY...... nevermind... but most importantly... SHE did not apologise!!! which i am so pissed of by... because for the first time... i made it so obvious that i was refering to HER lahz... and SHE could act as though nothing happened... when other juniors around HER know that i am aiming HER... seriously...SHE disgusted me... i know SHE is somebody's FAVOURITE... somebody's EYE CANDY... but so what if SHE is PRETTY??? so what if SHE is somebody's FAVOURITE and EYE CANDY??? big fuck is it??! has no basic respect nor manners... and taking advantage just because is somebody's FAVOURITE... then can act as if nothing happened... so fake...that i seriously can stand it no more... SHE totally irritated me... i am too pissed by HER...argh... all i can say is... SHE may have successfully gotten into HIS good book...but not mine... if SHE continues to find HER way through like now... i swear and i will find fault with HER... just to tell HER that SHE should not buy HER way through... just because SHE is HIS FAVOURITE... mx was totally pissed off for once in her life...after so so long...argh...
me myself & i 00:43
EMOTIONAL
Mei Xian
nursing student
...full-time...
lamer
stoner
dreamer
...part-time...
having a break
LOVE LIFE
sleep eat dream
especially sushi
mango pudding cake
ice-cream chocolate
WISH LIST
More Clothes
White "Classy" Tote
Sports Bag
Lots of Pumps & Heels
A Wallet
Perm My Hair
New Belts
Digital Camera
DS Lite
Undergo Lasik
Attend a Shoe Design Course
Lots & Lots of $$$$
**need a job right now**
Try New Stuff to Build Confidence
MESSAGE
THINK POSITIVE...
it's the little little things in my life that allow me to hang on...
no matter how life is...it's just the perception point that varies the outcome view...
my life isn't empty but half-filled...and i'm contented...
