...aLl I cAn SaY iS sOrRy... seriously...i do not know what is going on... him and me...me and him... which ever it is... which ever it was... it had all already past... which i really do no understand... and am toally confused... when we were together... everything was fine...... when we were seperated... i was to blame...... when i wanted to have a break... he said so many hurtful words... and his friend acutally confronted me...... when i started a fresh... he spoke ill of me to his friends...... i had enough...gave up... never bothered...never cared... do not know if it was whether he started a new relationship... or had someone special in mind... he came and told me that he threw away every single thing i gave all those four years plus... and that he will not bother me ever again... i mean...please...what is wrong with him??? never mind what happened... i am fine with it...i ignored...i tolerated... now...after so long... i do not know what had gone wrong... again...he started to message me... asking me how have i been and all that... asking if i am coping well... saying things like he could not bear me in hardship... and best of all...assumes that i read all his messages... recently...he message me again... saying that he is going to work to help me pay of my fees... and saying that he needed a friend to talk to and stuff... frankly speaking...i do not mind being friends... but he was the one who broke it with his hurtful words... and now...i do not know... ask me anything...and i will answer your question... but please tell me what to do...or just give me a direction...... knows that he had his own problems too... do not mind if all that he needed was a listening ear... but no longer can i hold a position as a friend with him no more... all i could say is...i'm sorry...
me myself & i 21:19
EMOTIONAL
Mei Xian
nursing student
...full-time...
lamer
stoner
dreamer
...part-time...
having a break
LOVE LIFE
sleep eat dream
especially sushi
mango pudding cake
ice-cream chocolate
WISH LIST
More Clothes
White "Classy" Tote
Sports Bag
Lots of Pumps & Heels
A Wallet
Perm My Hair
New Belts
Digital Camera
DS Lite
Undergo Lasik
Attend a Shoe Design Course
Lots & Lots of $$$$
**need a job right now**
Try New Stuff to Build Confidence
MESSAGE
THINK POSITIVE...
it's the little little things in my life that allow me to hang on...
no matter how life is...it's just the perception point that varies the outcome view...
my life isn't empty but half-filled...and i'm contented...
