...tImEs ShOwS tHe TrUe SiDe Of EvErYoNe... so much had happened lately... months had past in a blink of an eye... guess time really waits for no one... i was so busy with so many happenings... things become clearer as time passes... at times...i just felt like breaking down and cry... i'm no longer the self i use to be... putting on a brave front... who would ever know or notice??? who are friends??? aren't they there whenever you're down...sharing your every joy and sorrow??? or are they just so self-centered... thinking only on how good they are... sabotaging you in every way they could??? what is family??? a place where you get shelter...love and care??? or a place where you get no love...no care...yet cursing and swearing......finding fault every now and then when nothing is wrong...... and asking you to get out...go and die??? you see the happy side of me... you see the crazy side of me... you see the quiet side of me you see the sad side of me... you see the angry side of me... you see the unreasonable side of me...... but do you know which side of me is th real me??? i thought i knew myself... but now...i can't tell which is the real me... i had lost everything... and i have just lost myself...
me myself & i 15:09
EMOTIONAL
Mei Xian
nursing student
...full-time...
lamer
stoner
dreamer
...part-time...
having a break
LOVE LIFE
sleep eat dream
especially sushi
mango pudding cake
ice-cream chocolate
WISH LIST
More Clothes
White "Classy" Tote
Sports Bag
Lots of Pumps & Heels
A Wallet
Perm My Hair
New Belts
Digital Camera
DS Lite
Undergo Lasik
Attend a Shoe Design Course
Lots & Lots of $$$$
**need a job right now**
Try New Stuff to Build Confidence
MESSAGE
THINK POSITIVE...
it's the little little things in my life that allow me to hang on...
no matter how life is...it's just the perception point that varies the outcome view...
my life isn't empty but half-filled...and i'm contented...
