...pLeAsE tElL mE wHaT i ShOuLd Do... if anyone of you noticed... you will actually realise something... i've been giving the very same excuse lately... "i have family matter to settle to"... and then i'm gone...missing... it's getting more and more complicated as days goes by... an arguement just arised... it' started out because a trival matter...but it led to such endings... i am already slogging very hard to work part-time in order to pay partial of my school fees... now...he shrink all responsibilities... i have to pay not only my full school fees but also my expenses... i do not mind the stress...i do not mind being tired... but...i do not know how much longer can i hold on like this... balancing school...work...dance to work to pay partial of it is already difficult...due to time constraint... i no want to stop schooling...for it is something that i've chose... and i love dance...no doubt i can't dance well...... but still...i do not want to give up something that i've put in so much effort where i came from no background...from nothing...to where i am today... but now......i may have to give up school...give up dance... how can i ever work to pay so much??? school fees...club funds...expenses??? sobsob...i'm lost...i'm depressed... can anyone tell me what should i do??? *cries cries cries*
me myself & i 04:25
EMOTIONAL
Mei Xian
nursing student
...full-time...
lamer
stoner
dreamer
...part-time...
having a break
LOVE LIFE
sleep eat dream
especially sushi
mango pudding cake
ice-cream chocolate
WISH LIST
More Clothes
White "Classy" Tote
Sports Bag
Lots of Pumps & Heels
A Wallet
Perm My Hair
New Belts
Digital Camera
DS Lite
Undergo Lasik
Attend a Shoe Design Course
Lots & Lots of $$$$
**need a job right now**
Try New Stuff to Build Confidence
MESSAGE
THINK POSITIVE...
it's the little little things in my life that allow me to hang on...
no matter how life is...it's just the perception point that varies the outcome view...
my life isn't empty but half-filled...and i'm contented...
