was telling shi ying the whole story of my absence...
as i did not clarify myself in my message...
and if i would continue to stay on in ballroom...
anyway in the mist of the conversation peter came over...
he ask what happened...as i looked rather upset...
then i repeated the whole story...
but with tears rolling down my cheeks this time...
he said not to worry about so much...
and not to hold on to the thought of quitting dance...
he said to continue dance...
and leave the funding matter till he comes back...
i do not know what feeling is that...
i felt touched...yet lost...and guilty......
was very glad that i do have such nice friends and instructor....
i would stay on...train even harder...
and not let them down... =]
ooo...peter came back today...flying off at 6am later again...
he was really nice...bought us stuff...and i got a mashimaro...
...23 June...
it is another saturday...
another saturday which i did not go for ballroom...
i do not know if i'm able to catch up...
i felt terrible for 3days...
i suffer from headache which caused me to wake up from sleep to vomit...
trust me...it was horrible...very horrible...
mummy brought me to the clinic...
the doctor thought that i have brain tumor...
she insisted on me getting an x-ray done...
results shows that her predictions were wrong...
there wasn't any discovery...which i guess i ought to be thankful...
she says that if it persist then she will refer me to neurologist...
yet she prescribed super strong pain relief medications...
then can i know if the pain still persist???
hahazzz...i also don't know...
...25 June...
rick was so determined to get the link...
and really did not mind entertaining me online...
he chose to dance ONLINE for me...hahazzz...
it was really rather entertaining...and funny...
but still i dragged on...refused to give it...hee...
let's share the laughter...
...26 June...
ICA presentation on abnormal psychology...
question on substance abuse...
erm...it went rather well...
but i sacrificed my image to actually score it ba...
role that i played was the drug addict...
seriously...i think i look horrible...
did the sniffing...did the rubbing of nose...
did the yawning...did the scratching...
did the shouting...did the begging...
did the crazy...did the high...
woah...was really crazily into my role...
that when i acted finish i was perspiring and breathless...
and all thanks to rabia...i had to sacrifice my look for a picture...
which i really look damn ugly...like a drug addict...hai...
image sacrificed TWICE...
could not believe that i would and did...
but at least effort didn't went down to drain...
at least the overall impression for the lecturer was...good...
just felt kind of dumb...to wear formal...and yet act sloppish
