Monday, February 26, 2007
...PoStInG dAy BeGiNs...a brand new day...a brand new placement...a brand new experience...jia you...we can do it...
me myself & i 06:04
Sunday, February 25, 2007
...MeLtS aNd MeLtEd...he love you...do you know??? do you feel it???the love that he try all his will to give you...even he himself did not have before...all he left is just you...he hope that he can give you all his best things...you are even more important than his own life...he swear he will never leave you alone...he just want you to be happy...
me myself & i 23:19
...mY bUsY sAtUrDaY...tuition...was paid today...seriously...i lost count of my pay day...but it feels like it's one day short...ooo wells...never...it's my fault...hmmm...i was given a red packet too...paise lehz...cause malay family...my kid told me how much it contained lahz...-_-''' ...hahazzz...today is 7th day of new year...ren ri...happy birthday everyone... =pyups...so rushed home and prepare yu sheng...err...no no no...is bao yu sheng... my house no one eat raw fish de...mummy was too busy to do it...see...nice or not??? i put one...hee...but lao wan then there goes my effort...hahazzz...never mind...nice to eat can liao...went out with my boy later...was fuming with fire at first...
cause he made two wasted trip...wasted my effort and energy...du le hen jiu de qi...i bit him...as usual my beating symptoms... =xooo...went mac to buy flavour burst...goodness...they never sell...argh...and i sounded like an alien to them lahz...they do not know mac product lahz...*faint*yaya...we walked into s&k...he was so determined to ask the the salesassistant if they have that shirt in large...ahhh...and they have it lahz...omg...so...he got it for me... =x ...thank you...took pictures while waiting for the show...we caught dream girls...a show with nice story line...but was too draggy...two and a half hours...so like...erm...dots...no comments... 
00:09
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
...sTuDy DaY wItH tReAsA...
were supposed to study at library...
but we only woke up at 10......
which was the time that we should be meeting...
so...yups...moral of the story...we over slept...
so ended up at her place to study...
was kind of fascinated at her place...
first it was her room...cause it looked bigger...
then it was with her maid speaking mandrain...
lastly it was with her twin brothers...
ooo...something you must know...
for the first time i studied...
i didn't slept...hahazzz...yeah...
okay...tell you secret...
i ate lots of sweet but it couldn't stay awake...
so treasa made coffee for herself and me...
sweet of her rights??? muckzzz...
but no like to be at here place...
you know why??? hai...
cause i ate and ate and ate...
lunch and dinner...
with lots of snacks...
i'm suppose to be dieting...argh...
ooo...she reminded me of dance floor...
watched it with her and her brothers...
and she ask her lao da to send me home...
super bu hao yi shi...but thanks...
cause i got to catch my 10pm show...
yipee...studied and caught my shows...
thanks a lot treasa...muckzzz...
soon it would be good bye mr exams for me...
and hello to mr exam for treasa...
but still...jia you everyone...we can do it!!!
me myself & i 23:12
...HaPpEnInG nEw YeAr ...
2nd day of chinese new year...
when to my boy's place...
i was like an idiot losz...
super lot of pepople there...
i was like a clown when i called them...
"nice to meet you"...*faint*...
ate steamboat there...super pai se...
the mummy keep taking food for me...
then i gave half of everything to him...
super filled...but his mummy say eat more...
it was super happening...turst me...
especially the recieving of God and praying...
seriously...have no comments about his place...
3rd day of chinese new year...
went out with my boy to catch a movie...
after which we went to buy yu sheng... and headed down to his sixth aunty's place...
woah...i was precisely like a clown there losz...
sat at a corner to watch tv...
suddenly..."meixian...ni guo lai..."
was super shocked...went over and sat there...
then i was bombed with a question...
"meixian ni jue de wei liang zhen yang???"
i was speechless...
and i listened to a lecture...
dots dots dots...
comment for new year...
two words left only...
super happening...
me myself & i 00:20
Sunday, February 11, 2007
...SaTuRdAy...SuNdAy...
spent the day seating around with him...
never do anything much when i met him...
our so called advance "valentine"...
just spending time with him...i'm very happy...
past 12midnight...
said a happy birthday...
and i headed home...
meant him in the noon...
went bugis with him and his brother...
it was flooded with people lahz...
we had to squeeze our way through...
they bought clothes for new year...
and i still can't stand his brother...
really is bamboo lahz...
you know what is his waist size???
24!!! now can you imagine his size???
and thanks to him we had to choose for his mother...
best part is i do not even know what she wears...
and they don't recall what their mother wears...
when we didn't even started looking......
guess what i was told???
"no short sleeves...no low-cut...
not dark coloured...not revealing...
don't want mother to wear like aunty..."
*faint*...can say so much when they
don't know what their mother wears...
finally did chose one...
then he say the sleeve too short...
the coller very low......omg...
*fainted*...okay lahz...you choose ba...
he chose a very cute tee......
which i don't even wear...
his borther tell him not to also...
so bought the one i chose...
also don't know his mother like or not...
today...i felt very bad...
because wo you du qi le...
hai...dui bu qi...
felt double the bad...
because ta yun che le...
maybe cause in camp too long le...
hai......dui bu qi... =p ...
me myself & i 22:18
Saturday, February 10, 2007
...My FiRsT tImE...no school no school...bleahz...went to hazel's house to bake cookies...ooo...she's treasa's friend...hehe...nice of her to let me go...when i don't even know her lahz...only know each other by faces...hahazzz...but she's nice...and PRETTY...today is new friend day..hahazzz...thanks for your time...oven...dinner...cookie mix...laughters...joy...muckzzz...yupz...was way too early...but valentine is not a public holiday...so yupz...rather celebrate it early...my dear treasa tired today...so she very quiet...never talk with me much...say i talkative...but also not lehz...hai dunno lahz...it's a weird weird day...my first time baking anything...
her first time using new cookie mix...
did lots of experiments...
had a lot of fun...
and it was sucessful...
yipee...bleahz......our process of baking...
...just getting started...
...1st out come...doesn't look that appealing...homemade ar...
...2nd and final outcome...with deco...much better now...
...we've made corn flacks too...but too sweet...i'd put too much honey... =x ...
me myself & i 01:21
Friday, February 09, 2007
...i HaTe HiM...for the past few days...it has been rather demoralising...
i felt that no longer was i cut out for it as a nursing student...
call me dumb...call me plain stupid...but i just don't know why...
seriously...that feeling was strong till that extend...
that very very extend...that i want to drop out...
it's coming to the year end...what with the thoughts???
today...at dance...seriously had fun with the isolation thingy...
learnt new stuffs...i was super slow in catching steps...as usual...
but...peter actually said that i'm doing pairing with treasa...
seriously...i was stunned...at e lost of my words...
i seriously am not up to it...so how can i do it???
walked home after dance...
the sky was in total darkness...
and in the dark...
the stars are shinning so brightly...
every star has it's sliver lining...
and every tunnel will lead to an end...
suddenly...i felt so light...so relieved...
no more burdens of thoughts...
don't know what got into me...
i just felt like hanging on...
it's like...never in my live...
not even once...
had i felt that i'm worth it...
not even once...
i fight for something i like...
not even once...
am i cut out to do anything...
why must i refrain myself because of my background...
why because of him looking down on me......
i must too look down on myself??? why???
i don't want to...i really don't want to...
i told myself...i want to do it...
i want to do what i chose to do...
i want to achieve something out of my choices...
i want to prove to those who are giving me chances......
that i can really do it if i had the chance to...
and...i want to prove him wrong......
prove to him that all these years...his wrong......
...i can...and i must hang in there...no matter what...i must...
me myself & i 00:42
Friday, February 02, 2007
...tOo SiCk To ThInK...i'M sO cOnFuSeD...
sick for 3weeks already...
but as usual......
attended school and dance...
continued tuition classes...
realised i'm no longer as strong as before...
mindset thoughts and character...
come to think of it...
it changed a lot too...
why is it so???
nan dao wo shi qu le zhi wo???
na me...dao di shi wei le shen me ne???
me myself & i 22:11
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