...jUsT tOtAlLy SpEeChLeSs... you're important to me... stands in a special place in my heart... someone who i want to hold on tightly... and never wanting to let go... i felt so strongly......yet...so disappointed... knowing the amount of love and care i have from you... i indeed more then greatful... but knowing the amount of you being demanding... i do not know if you're being selfish... or simply couldn't be bothered with what i feel... time is short... and time in your eyes is never the same as mine... what's early to you...may not be the same for me... you didn't see it my way...i understand... but upon letting you know... you didn't seemed the least bit concern... seriously... i'm at the lost of words... you and me... came from different worlds... fate drew us together.... greed drew us apart... and my question is... "is it worth it???"
me myself & i 01:05
EMOTIONAL
Mei Xian
nursing student
...full-time...
lamer
stoner
dreamer
...part-time...
having a break
LOVE LIFE
sleep eat dream
especially sushi
mango pudding cake
ice-cream chocolate
WISH LIST
More Clothes
White "Classy" Tote
Sports Bag
Lots of Pumps & Heels
A Wallet
Perm My Hair
New Belts
Digital Camera
DS Lite
Undergo Lasik
Attend a Shoe Design Course
Lots & Lots of $$$$
**need a job right now**
Try New Stuff to Build Confidence
MESSAGE
THINK POSITIVE...
it's the little little things in my life that allow me to hang on...
no matter how life is...it's just the perception point that varies the outcome view...
my life isn't empty but half-filled...and i'm contented...
