Tuesday, January 30, 2007
...TrEaSuRe...CoNtEnDeD...
found a hp on in school today...
guess people are really fortunate these days...
losing her hp...she could'nt be bothered...
goodness gracious me...
ren yin wei yong you er bu dong de zhen xi...
deng dao shi qiu le...hui gan dao yi han ma???
me myself & i 23:42
Friday, January 26, 2007
...PrObLeMs FrEe...CaReFrEe LiFe...lost my voice on e last week of attachment...never ever did i recover...it just seemed that it's getting worst...worked for long hours...slept for that little hours...giving up all the amount of energy i have...but how long more can i carry on this way???all the happenings...all the problems...all the thoughts...seriously...i'm exhausted...no longer do i want to think...just want a good rest...just want things simple...please...just keep problems away from me...at least for this period of time...till i really really recover...
me myself & i 00:20
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
...MaLaY eLeCtIvE pReSeNtAtIoN...
do not want to mention the saddness...
do not want to mention the favouritism...
just want to share the fruit of our labour...
share the joy and laughter...
share my masterpieces... 
me myself & i 00:11
Monday, January 22, 2007
...CoLoUrS cOlOuRs CoLoUrS...
so coincidentally i have a new pet...
his name is called copycat...
brown...
black...
honey...
blue...
don't say i copycat...
cause i'm always earlier...
what would be next???
i say white...
you say purple...
hmmm...
in that case...
we shall see...
but still...hahazzz...
i think i'll win...
white white white white white...
bleahz...
me myself & i 01:37
...iT's A pRoJeCt PrOjEcT dAy...
goodness gracious me...today is a busy busy day...
meet up with my group...hmmm...hai...
don't know if it's a group meeting lahz...
cause there was only three of us...
want to start to get cracking...
you teach me losz...members not here...
how to??? hai...
yupz...best part...i got to watch "wah-yang" losz...
hahazzz...inside joke...don't know ask me lahz...
ying wei yan "wah-yang" de ren you wo de blog link...
ended meeting...break...yeshi...
went to makan with my ever dearest leader...
natelie kwan qing yi...
muahaha hahazzz...
went changi airport to meet another group...
for malay elective...which is dued tomorrow...
and guess what??? we have not even met once lahz!!!
omg indeed it was...
totally freaked and stressed out though i had help...
finally it was doned...
took pictures to relief the stress...
enjoyed a good laugh...
as it was pictures that disfigure the face...
feli took with me when my turn came...
and guess what???
no matter how many time we took...
the results were the same...
only feli got disfigured...
determined the camera like me...
cause only feli was affected...not me...
whahahahahazzz...bleahz... =p
so how we knew the camera was okay???
they insisted i took it by myself losz... -_-'''
me myself & i 01:10
Sunday, January 21, 2007
...jUsT tOtAlLy SpEeChLeSs...you're important to me...
stands in a special place in my heart...
someone who i want to hold on tightly...
and never wanting to let go...
i felt so strongly......yet...so disappointed...
knowing the amount of love and care i have from you...
i indeed more then greatful...
but knowing the amount of you being demanding...
i do not know if you're being selfish...
or simply couldn't be bothered with what i feel...
time is short...
and time in your eyes is never the same as mine...
what's early to you...may not be the same for me...
you didn't see it my way...i understand...
but upon letting you know...
you didn't seemed the least bit concern...
seriously...
i'm at the lost of words...
you and me...
came from different worlds...
fate drew us together....
greed drew us apart...
and my question is...
"is it worth it???"
me myself & i 01:05
Saturday, January 20, 2007
...fReE aT lAsT...yIpEe...3 weeks of attachment...finally over...
the only word i can use now is...YIPEE~~
hahazzz...it was so much happenings lahz...
will share with you guys when i see you again!!!
okay...this is one inside joke...
one of the happenings lahz...
which...erm...dots...
no comments...hahazzz...
see if you can figure out a story from the following...
"i'm mad...mad mad mad...mad mad mad...
mad mad mad...F**K YOU...mad mad mad...
mad mad mad...mad mad mad..."
me myself & i 01:40
Sunday, January 14, 2007
...LoTs To SaY...kEePiNg It ShOrT...never blog for such a long time...so much had happened...
do not know where i should start from...
i too am at the lost of words after series of incidents...
began the year with a whole bunch of bad luck...
guess lady luck just decided to fly away...
and let me face the world with my own creation...
attachments sucks...not that i'm not into it...
but it's due to my luck which made me feel worst...
firstly...it was my footwear on the first day...
i left my shoe at my work place...
secondly...it was my learning guide...
i left it in my ward on a friday...
and bothered my pregnant CI in the middle of the night...
cause was worried that it'll go missing...
lastly...it was the presentation...
group effort become only my effort...
as they couldn't be bothered at all...
dance...had assessment on tuesday (9th january)...
but i did not practice anything for a super duper long time...
closed for hoildays...and upon resuming...i started attachment...
no time to practice...and was sick...
guess it went well......but still...i injured myself...
my feet's skin peeled...leaving onli the skin behind...
it hurts very badly...
could only limb my way home...
limb around during attachment...
at work...system changed...hated it...
what kinda system is it that???
one food server in-charge of two tables
one drink server in-charge of four tables
idiot lahz...this will only allow people who slack to slack even more...
cause if only your drink server nice...then will they help you
was made VIP drink server plus usher...and i was free till i help others...
was made food server plus usher...and believe me...i was half dead...
was made drink sever...and guess what??? i was totally drained...
why??? because four tables means i'm helping two food severs...
and they gave me two koo koo lahz...argh...
two koo koo do not know how to do...still slack...
i ran for them food...clear...top up drinks...and get bowls...
the word i created in my dictionary now is die-ed...
yes pronounce it as die-ed...not died...but die-ed...
tuition...hai...
first time ever...
i can teach till i cry in front of my kid...
it's way over my limit...
way over my patience level...
way over my tolerance level...
i only thought now is to give teaching up...
but how could i if this is my only consitent job???
how could i if i could not find a replacement tutor for her???
and how could i if this is the only salary that pays myself???
that pays my expenses??? that pays my fees???
at home...
my brother got himself into trouble...
police came to our place...
do not know what got into him...
his old enough...turning 18 this year...
knowing himself that he has a crazy father...
why couldn't he think for himself???
why couldn't he think for others???
why must he still hang with friends that led him ashtray???
are all this happening as i did something wrong leading to all this???
nothing went smoothly...nothing at all...
i do not hope for smooth sailing throughout the year...
just hoping that things would be easier to sail through smoothly... ...i thank you for being by my side during this period of time...
me myself & i 17:11
