...mEnToR cAmP2006... starting of the camp...18th december... first question...why in the world would they want to start of the camp at 5pm??? really do not know why......played some small small games...divided into groups...hai...so saddening lahz...7 of us...2 together...another 4 also together...hai...it's me myself and i okay...in one group...ALONE...argh...no fair...never mind...wild fire rocks...na ni na ni poo poo...bleahz... the kick of point...19th december... woke up at 6:30am...bathe in the morning without heater and it's raining lahz...brrrr...freezing cold lahz......breakfast...forming of cheers...and of to games...woo...games...a killer man......team work team work...contributions contributions...hai...don't like her...meano...wo ren...ren ren ren...and she still happily thinks that she's in the right when she make a mistake and scolded me lahz...ahhhh...how can she??? how thick can her skin be??? REN okay...i got REN...ignore her......why should i be bothered by her??? she still can happily grade someone very low...when that someone is much more positive...have the right attitude...spontaneous...and contributes ideas lahz......argh...thick skin.........kk...don't want to talk about her...talk about others...hmmm...made new friends...i mean...duh~~...rather amazed...because...the malays look like they are chinese...and the chinese look like malay...i was so so so fasinated lahz......lalala... =p ...oya...and i learnt how to play "da xiao" (big small) ...erm...the dice shake thingy...ya...hahazzz...with imaginary money...so like each of us started of with $100...and i ended up with $500 i guess...rather fun lahz...get rather high near the ending sia...wha haha......NO NO NO...it's not gambling...we were just kiling time...killing boredom...not gamble okay...not at all...bleahz... =x ...
breaking of camp...20th december... end time for camp depends on our performance..."trail blazer x3"...rather interesting game...which in the end have 9 casualties...as a form of our punishment ba...criteria for casualties must be around 168cm - 170cm tall and above...with weight of at least 50kg...yupz...was one of the casualty...argh...52kg...i must have tired you guys...thanks so much...sorry about the weight...loved the fun...but not the part being molested by ting yu lahz...hai...hahazzz......hmmm...eventually ended at around 2pm...eat...pack...photo taking...2+ already......was really tired and worn out...
overall experience... was really a rather fun camp...with nice people...... first and for most......true enough...it was a mentorship camp...to train leaders......but still no matter how much one is willing to trust others...someone will definitely bound to break the trust......really disappointing...though it's just 3days staying together why can't we have the most basic trust by not stealing??? a very misfortunate thing to happen to him...bu why can't they understand??? i mean...if really it so happen that you were the one who lost your thing...you will too hope that the lecturer at least make that effort to search for you what...why are they so self centered??? can't they spare a thought for others??? please lahz...he lost his phone...though he don't show it...but i'm sure he feels terrible......yet they couldn't understand...still blamed him for all the searching that's going on??! goodness...selfish bunch of people lahz...... secondly......something i believe...if you know...contribute...if not it doesn't really matter......but why some know...yet are unwilling to help...still want to be stubborn...in the wrong......still have to cheek to scold "siao zha bo" right into my face??? i mean...ya...i'm no longer bothered by her......like someone said...she's not fit to be one......but seriously...nobody is perfect...if you make a mistake...just admit it...learn from it...and move on......what's the point on insisting that you are right when you're not??? how great will that make you??? maybe all that you gain is additional layers of skin...... thirdly......great to have made new friends...especially a great thanks to rick...he was the one who did not make me felt out of place in the group......cause i lonely sole...hahazzz...he and henry really make my day in camp...especially times of "da xiao"...keke...thankful for them...and grateful for the lil lil suprise...*pai se*...... lastly......happy...disappointed...angry...sad...times in camp...still i really want to thank every single person in camp...with out anyone...i will not be able to learn...will not be able to grow...will not be able to accept...... thanks for all the lifting and carrying... thanks for all the pain... thanks for all the touch... thanks for all the joy and laughter... thanks for all the encouragement... thanks for all the love...care and concern... THANKS A LOT PEOPLE... I LOVE YOU... *muckzzz*
me myself & i 18:57
EMOTIONAL
Mei Xian
nursing student
...full-time...
lamer
stoner
dreamer
...part-time...
having a break
LOVE LIFE
sleep eat dream
especially sushi
mango pudding cake
ice-cream chocolate
WISH LIST
More Clothes
White "Classy" Tote
Sports Bag
Lots of Pumps & Heels
A Wallet
Perm My Hair
New Belts
Digital Camera
DS Lite
Undergo Lasik
Attend a Shoe Design Course
Lots & Lots of $$$$
**need a job right now**
Try New Stuff to Build Confidence
MESSAGE
THINK POSITIVE...
it's the little little things in my life that allow me to hang on...
no matter how life is...it's just the perception point that varies the outcome view...
my life isn't empty but half-filled...and i'm contented...
