Wednesday, November 01, 2006

hai...it's so saddening...look at the time now man...got so much to do...yet......so little time...just got home...took a quick shower and here i am online...research on tomorrow's presentation...borrowed 4 books...man...you would never no how LIGHT it was losz...especially carrying it all the way home after dance...with all the barang barang i brought to school...whew...exhausted...totally drained out...don't know drop the books and my barang barang how many times till i reach home losz...really too heavy liao...too weak to carry......and zee very mean today...say i look like idiot...hai...who ask me borrow so many books...thick ones some more......double the hai...

hai......now got to start finding the information...but i'm so super duper freaking tired...really have no source of motivation...argh...NO SOURCE AT ALL...*slap myself*...got to wake up...bo bian...for tomorrow...I MUST...*fighting with the subconscious me*...i'm not tired...i'm not tired...i'm not tired...THERE!!! I'M NOT TIRED!!! muahaha haha... -_-"' ...ya right...who am i trying to fool man?!! I'M TIRED...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

damn......best thing is i'm having a headache...don't care...want to BLAME TIAN SHUN for it...he MUST be the cause of it!!! humph...how can you be so mean to really really de really pull my hair...IT HURTS LAHZ!!! me no wear wig lai......IT'S REAL HAIR LAHZ...don't envy me to have longer and more volumed hair than you lahz......BUT...ya...i'm not a good girl either as you all know...*grinning away to myself*...so i also really really de really pull his too...muahaha haha...see...we play play also so violent...jalat sia...hai...*shake head*......i hope he gets his headache too...suffer with me...hahahzzz...i like......muahaha haha...*evil laughter again*...shhhhhh...don't say...because i'm only evil to SOME...the some that like to call me lao fuo ye...hai...hahazzz...you people really can "make my day"...

me myself & i 00:36

EMOTIONAL

Mei Xian
nursing student
...full-time...
lamer
stoner
dreamer
...part-time...
having a break

LOVE LIFE

sleep eat dream
especially sushi
mango pudding cake
ice-cream chocolate

WISH LIST

More Clothes
White "Classy" Tote
Sports Bag
Lots of Pumps & Heels
A Wallet
Perm My Hair
New Belts
Digital Camera
DS Lite
Undergo Lasik
Attend a Shoe Design Course
Lots & Lots of $$$$
**need a job right now**
Try New Stuff to Build Confidence

MESSAGE

THINK POSITIVE...

it's the little little things in my life that allow me to hang on... no matter how life is...it's just the perception point that varies the outcome view... my life isn't empty but half-filled...and i'm contented...

DARLINKS

HISTORY

July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
October 2008
November 2008
April 2009

VOICE OUT