got out of bed feeling tired...giddy... still i drag myself out of bed... showered...dressed up...packed my bag...... but then i can no longer chen qiang le... i was feeling horrible...terrible...vegetable... i sat down...and could no longer move another inch... guess overnight falling sick is the most nan shou to me... must be caused by over tiring and sleeping more yesterday... so ya......fallen sick...missed school...missed dance... i could hardly move...whole body aching...hai... hate going to the doctor... still i went...lots of medicine... and it just kills my appetite... how am i to eat when i no want to??? hai...i do not know what am i saying now... everything is just spinning... i'm in a mess...confused...blur... i need to stay alert to continue the project... i hate falling sick... once sick...then wo jiu mi mi hu hu le... sickness all lei ji qi lai...and da bing yi chang... why torture myself??? i also do not know... sick sick sick... argh... *head spinning*
me myself & i 10:41
EMOTIONAL
Mei Xian
nursing student
...full-time...
lamer
stoner
dreamer
...part-time...
having a break
LOVE LIFE
sleep eat dream
especially sushi
mango pudding cake
ice-cream chocolate
WISH LIST
More Clothes
White "Classy" Tote
Sports Bag
Lots of Pumps & Heels
A Wallet
Perm My Hair
New Belts
Digital Camera
DS Lite
Undergo Lasik
Attend a Shoe Design Course
Lots & Lots of $$$$
**need a job right now**
Try New Stuff to Build Confidence
MESSAGE
THINK POSITIVE...
it's the little little things in my life that allow me to hang on...
no matter how life is...it's just the perception point that varies the outcome view...
my life isn't empty but half-filled...and i'm contented...
