okay...this is a late post...was too tired and busy to be online for the past few days...... work...project...school...dance...eveything packed so tightly that i could hardly breath... still yupz...i still have to work ar...no choice...bo bian bo bian...school fees ar...hai...... work...don't know lehz...suddenly...i felt like got restricted from doing everything... i do not know why......hai......now everytime if i got work he'll send me home sia... such a waste of his money...i feel very bad lai...hai...... time......past super fast...few more days then a month already... yupz...i'm super busy...no time for him... and he knows it very well... funny thing is that he doesn't mind at all... he got me a present in advance... which......i really do not know how to react to... mp4...... how am i suppose to react??? what am i suppose to do??? it's not cheap lai...sia lahz...waste money sia... so saddening...i also do not know how i should feel...
me myself & i 23:27
EMOTIONAL
Mei Xian
nursing student
...full-time...
lamer
stoner
dreamer
...part-time...
having a break
LOVE LIFE
sleep eat dream
especially sushi
mango pudding cake
ice-cream chocolate
WISH LIST
More Clothes
White "Classy" Tote
Sports Bag
Lots of Pumps & Heels
A Wallet
Perm My Hair
New Belts
Digital Camera
DS Lite
Undergo Lasik
Attend a Shoe Design Course
Lots & Lots of $$$$
**need a job right now**
Try New Stuff to Build Confidence
MESSAGE
THINK POSITIVE...
it's the little little things in my life that allow me to hang on...
no matter how life is...it's just the perception point that varies the outcome view...
my life isn't empty but half-filled...and i'm contented...
