was bored...so i went into his blog for the first time... i know i know...i never do read blogs... but you see...it's just what one can do out of boredom... read only a few...but i felt so strongly... for now...maybe what i did was right... he doesn't know what is going on... but still...he always feels that he does... maybe that's why he has so much opinion on me... that he had to share with the whole world... he doesn't understand me... and he will never understand... because...nobody will find the key to my heart... i'm disappointed...not with anyone else...but myself... guess it was really stupid of me to have spend my time in that page... come to think about it...it's over... i've learnt to let go...so why did i bother??? what was i even thinking??? *slap myself right in the face* erased...page address erased frm mind... no matter what...it's over... and i'm done with the stupid attitude... of as if you know everything...when you know nothing... treat me as a fool no more... straightened out my thoughts... nothing anyone do will every hurt me again... not even harsh words by unknown people... shoo problems...of you all go... i'll be free from you all from this point...
me myself & i 19:02
EMOTIONAL
Mei Xian
nursing student
...full-time...
lamer
stoner
dreamer
...part-time...
having a break
LOVE LIFE
sleep eat dream
especially sushi
mango pudding cake
ice-cream chocolate
WISH LIST
More Clothes
White "Classy" Tote
Sports Bag
Lots of Pumps & Heels
A Wallet
Perm My Hair
New Belts
Digital Camera
DS Lite
Undergo Lasik
Attend a Shoe Design Course
Lots & Lots of $$$$
**need a job right now**
Try New Stuff to Build Confidence
MESSAGE
THINK POSITIVE...
it's the little little things in my life that allow me to hang on...
no matter how life is...it's just the perception point that varies the outcome view...
my life isn't empty but half-filled...and i'm contented...
