so much had happened... i also do not know... why must it all happen??? love me not... show me no affection... i'm nobody's cup of tea... i just really want to be in the corner... kept in the corner like in the past... where nobody noticed or realise me... don't treat me so nice... i do not want to melt... coz i do not know how to let go of the past... i really do not want to create a false illusion... so problems...people...leave me alone... leave me in that very corner i once was...
me myself & i 02:16
EMOTIONAL
Mei Xian
nursing student
...full-time...
lamer
stoner
dreamer
...part-time...
having a break
LOVE LIFE
sleep eat dream
especially sushi
mango pudding cake
ice-cream chocolate
WISH LIST
More Clothes
White "Classy" Tote
Sports Bag
Lots of Pumps & Heels
A Wallet
Perm My Hair
New Belts
Digital Camera
DS Lite
Undergo Lasik
Attend a Shoe Design Course
Lots & Lots of $$$$
**need a job right now**
Try New Stuff to Build Confidence
MESSAGE
THINK POSITIVE...
it's the little little things in my life that allow me to hang on...
no matter how life is...it's just the perception point that varies the outcome view...
my life isn't empty but half-filled...and i'm contented...
