since young...i've witness... since young...i've tolerated... since young...i've suffered... since young...i've oversee... since young...i've learnt to forgive...to forget... since young...i've seen everything...heard everything...think and thought through seriously......nobody is perfect in the world...nobody...because we are not God...that is why we make mistakes...learn from mistakes...learn to forgive...and learn to forget... grew up in a broken family...know the reason...as i had seen it with my own eyes...i never want to regard him as my father...i never wanted to...not ever......but then...no matter how i deny he is still my father...his unfaithfulness we've tolerated...oversee...forgive time and again......his violent unreasonable we've suffered...... because of him...we've suffered so much...we're human...his family...daughter son wife are nothing else to him other then his punching bag...when his fed up vent his anger on us...not once had he not done that... if he don't love his wife...why can't he file for a divorce??? happy happy throw furnitures at his wife and children...we're human...not his punching bag...what are we to him??? what does he want to prove from being violent??? his in the wrong...yet so unreasonable...showing not a single bit of remorsefulness...still so arrogant... no longer bring myself to oversee nor to forgive him...the hurt and sufferings we had beared is nothing anyone can understand......never in my life will i ever bring myself to forgive him again...NEVER!!! his not fit to be a father...not fit to be a husband...not fit to even be a human...I HATE HIM...FOREVER!!! filled with anger...with hurt...with sorrow...i do not want to fill hatred...but i can no longer tolerate his actions...no words can describe my feelings anymore......i hate him......not ever will i shed another tear over him...his not fit...not at all...
me myself & i 21:16
EMOTIONAL
Mei Xian
nursing student
...full-time...
lamer
stoner
dreamer
...part-time...
having a break
LOVE LIFE
sleep eat dream
especially sushi
mango pudding cake
ice-cream chocolate
WISH LIST
More Clothes
White "Classy" Tote
Sports Bag
Lots of Pumps & Heels
A Wallet
Perm My Hair
New Belts
Digital Camera
DS Lite
Undergo Lasik
Attend a Shoe Design Course
Lots & Lots of $$$$
**need a job right now**
Try New Stuff to Build Confidence
MESSAGE
THINK POSITIVE...
it's the little little things in my life that allow me to hang on...
no matter how life is...it's just the perception point that varies the outcome view...
my life isn't empty but half-filled...and i'm contented...
