saturdae's performance...met in sch early 4 zee 2 do make-up...k...alreadie do i look lyk a doll wid e fringe i had cut...after e make-up...e more i look lyk 1...n sum1 juz can't stop sayin "china doll...china doll" ...*box u*...hmmm...performance was nt bad at all...sum more had small small fun after tt......reallie made moi dae......tired...but hab 2 head down 2 wk...coz need go wk gt whack by rabia...if nt we can spend more time 2gether n hab fun wid others too...hai...i oso wan ar...but i can't ar...nv wk so long liao le...no $$$ pay sch fees sia......wk wk wk...it reallie turned moi mood...changed moi dae...hate him...stupid idiot captain of mine...happie happie scold scold scold...everytime lyk tt...dan scold mi...PIG!!! sum more all so bias...stupid 1...y juz bcoz she gt sis wk in there...every1 muz ba jie her izit??! sickenin!!! wk ot...i gib every1 attitude...captain sae wat mi n her nv do b4 so muz b double e fast...but it's e same things 2 b done...did wateva i should n guess wat??! moi colleague cum scold mi "meixian can u pls guide her?" ...pls lahz...dan y no1 guide mi??! she can't open her eyes n c wat ppl do dan she do mahz??! eyes grow there 4 wat 1??! wats more iz everything iz ppl do 4 her lahz!!! wat e hell??! she cum n bai mei wan izit?!! cum here ppl help her do...still can earn $$$...*&!^%@$#...go there shake leg 1 izit??! stupid world...though it's nv fair...but nw...i can stand it no longer!!! all so no back bone...onli wanna suck up 2 others...stupid ppl!!! stupid world!!! argh!!! ahhh~~
me myself & i 04:03
EMOTIONAL
Mei Xian
nursing student
...full-time...
lamer
stoner
dreamer
...part-time...
having a break
LOVE LIFE
sleep eat dream
especially sushi
mango pudding cake
ice-cream chocolate
WISH LIST
More Clothes
White "Classy" Tote
Sports Bag
Lots of Pumps & Heels
A Wallet
Perm My Hair
New Belts
Digital Camera
DS Lite
Undergo Lasik
Attend a Shoe Design Course
Lots & Lots of $$$$
**need a job right now**
Try New Stuff to Build Confidence
MESSAGE
THINK POSITIVE...
it's the little little things in my life that allow me to hang on...
no matter how life is...it's just the perception point that varies the outcome view...
my life isn't empty but half-filled...and i'm contented...
