Saturday, September 30, 2006

hmmm...it actually feels rather long since i last online...which was the last time i last posted...okay lahz...16 days...detached from the net...from the world...seems like no difference to me too......

you asked why i never blog for so long...it's because i've lost myself...lost my emotions...lost my heart...lost my words......i'm disappointed...but this time......guess i'm disappointed with myself instead......

attachment...enjoyable...interesting...and learnt a lot......toally drained out...not because of the hours...but of attachment and work...though i'm truely tired but it was totally memorable......yet...i still felt so much...had many thoughts......

society...people's thoughts and selfishness...sickness...accidents...life and death...seen it all...but some how...for the first time i can no longer relate...and i just do not know the reason why...everything is just so complicated...can it all be as simple as ABC???
we never do cherish those around us when we had the chance to...till we lose them...we regret......then...what's the point??? this uncle in my ward was so nice...so friendly...so funny...so cute...though i only saw him for a day...i still miss him...he left......i didn't see his family...nt a single one of them...i felt sad...for i could do nothing......

life...so short...so unpredictable...shouldn't we all hold on close together...love and cherish each other's company while we still can??? no matter how difficult life is...smile and move on...it brightens your day...and it too brightens up others......no matter how rough the road is...at least...we still have each other by our side...

every exit is an entry to somewhere...somewhere better...
because there is no shortcuts to any place worth going......
i love you...forever...

*crying in process*

me myself & i 01:06

EMOTIONAL

Mei Xian
nursing student
...full-time...
lamer
stoner
dreamer
...part-time...
having a break

LOVE LIFE

sleep eat dream
especially sushi
mango pudding cake
ice-cream chocolate

WISH LIST

More Clothes
White "Classy" Tote
Sports Bag
Lots of Pumps & Heels
A Wallet
Perm My Hair
New Belts
Digital Camera
DS Lite
Undergo Lasik
Attend a Shoe Design Course
Lots & Lots of $$$$
**need a job right now**
Try New Stuff to Build Confidence

MESSAGE

THINK POSITIVE...

it's the little little things in my life that allow me to hang on... no matter how life is...it's just the perception point that varies the outcome view... my life isn't empty but half-filled...and i'm contented...

DARLINKS

HISTORY

July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
October 2008
November 2008
April 2009

VOICE OUT