Sunday, August 06, 2006
at tis verie pt...ritez at tis moment...i feel so lost...feel so disappointed...after readin ur blog...i dunno wat m i suppose 2 feel anymore...our gap r driftin further n further away...n i no longer noe hu r u s clear s last time......i was pissed of nt bcoz i had nth beta 2 do...it was bcoz tt u actually put ur heart in2 wantin spend time 2 studie...yet u wasn't studyin...we wasted time here n there...so by e them u sat down 2 reallie studie u left 3hrs...yet u did nt put ur whole heart in2 studyin durin e 3hrs...i'm nt sayin tt u can't hab fun...but dan i'm there juz 2 accompany oso spent time searchin 4 project stuffs......u noe i'm pissed but do u noe y??? u juz declare tt i'm pissed n dan end of storie...i wasn't e least bit angrie...but u declared tt i m......yet u still put on a smile n joke around wid mi...m i a clown being fooled by u??? i moiself hab alot of unsettled stuff...which i nv tell u...coz i no wanna make u worrie...make u upset wid mi...but u r causin mi 2 b more upset...coz i reallie m confused...i no longer noe hu r...coz nw...u put on an act in front of mi......came by 1 phrase "life iz abt mind n matter...i dun mind n u dun matter"...mayb i should stop mindin...anyway u dun matter......n even if u do...i'll qns iz tt e real u...i hate moiself...it's moi fault...moi fault...*hu should b e 1 upset??? i utterly confused...so depressed...i dunno...sobsob*EMOTIONAL
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