2 moi eva dearest sammy... life iz nt ez...life iz nv fair...though it's though at times...though dyin alwayz seems 2 b e fastest n best way s a solution 2 end everthing...but in actual fact...it's nt...it's true tt u ended ur own probs...but r u sure u ended them 4 gd??? ur probs will remain 2 b solved by ur family...by ur frenz...nt onli tt...u'll too brin sorrow 2 them...u may nt feel tt way...but take it frm sum1 hu noes...... things happen 4 a reason...they dun juz happened 4 fun...God made all those happen iz nt 2 make a fool of us...but 2 mould s...4 us 2 grow...4 a reason...4 a purpose...He will nv eva make a fool of us out of our lives...coz we're all here 4 a purpose... all things can b viewed frm diff angels......if i gib u half a glass of water wat would u c it s??? half empty galss??? or half full glass??? c...it's juz a matter of gd or bad...willingness 2 think e gd way or nt...we ppl live in a world which iz so realistic...tt's y we often treat everythin in our life so pessimistically...i noe...it's easier said dan done...but y dun u look at things tis way...if a patient iz diagnosed wid cancer...n has onli a remainin life of 2mths...do u think he'll live it 2 e fullest...or 2 sulk through e remainin daes he hab??? life iz short...life iz unpredictable...y upset urself so much by being so bothered by e past??? things tt had alreadie happen had happened...there iz nth tt u can do 2 change it...coz u can nv turn back time......so y dun u stop lookin back...n look 4ward...at e bright future ahead of u...tt has yet happen...tt has so much 4 u 2 do...4 u 2 make it all happen... alwayz bare tis in mind...juz bcoz u're sad...life will nv change n make it easier 4 u...so HEY...BRIGHTEN UP...WIPE OF THOSE TEARS N SAD MEMORIES...PUT ON A SMILE...n move on...coz life iz gd!!! life iz great!!! e past can nv b changed...so create e future...coz it has yet 2 happen...u can make it possible...s long s u believe...there's nt impossible!!! PS: i'm alwayz there if u need...juz call anytime...i'll b there......n i believe u can...so u definitely can! if u dun hab enuff faith in urself dan trust mi...coz i'll nv leave a fren durin e lowest time of their life... luvin u alwayz... ur bestest aiai
me myself & i 02:16
EMOTIONAL
Mei Xian
nursing student
...full-time...
lamer
stoner
dreamer
...part-time...
having a break
LOVE LIFE
sleep eat dream
especially sushi
mango pudding cake
ice-cream chocolate
WISH LIST
More Clothes
White "Classy" Tote
Sports Bag
Lots of Pumps & Heels
A Wallet
Perm My Hair
New Belts
Digital Camera
DS Lite
Undergo Lasik
Attend a Shoe Design Course
Lots & Lots of $$$$
**need a job right now**
Try New Stuff to Build Confidence
MESSAGE
THINK POSITIVE...
it's the little little things in my life that allow me to hang on...
no matter how life is...it's just the perception point that varies the outcome view...
my life isn't empty but half-filled...and i'm contented...
