Monday, July 24, 2006
y would things turn out tis way??? it was actuallie a verie small matter...yet ended up tis way...i nv wan thinks 2 turn out lyk tis...do u reallie think tt there iz onli her tryin so hard 2 maintain e frenship tt u built??? it takes 2 hands 2 clap...being frenz iz a kinda fate...iz nt by sae okay b 2gether every1 will b 2gether...we hab 2 b wk wid each other 2 b frenz......maintain iz oso e same...it iz nt onli her tt iz upset...every1 iz...b it wat stand they cumin frm...we're still concern...if we're nt...we wun bother abt yesterdae...if i'm nt...i wun make e effort 2 rush down after moi ug event wid all moi u n tierdness......tokin out iz so much easier...but when every1 iz down or hab prob...i'll alwayz rush down in e 1st min 2 lend moi shoulder...but when i need a listenin ear...every1 juz can't seem 2 tell though it's obvious...does it reallie matter if i'm around...nv once did ppl reallie c mi when i'm down...i can b seen by all of u when i'm smilin...but when i'm cryin...all of u were by moi side...but weren't there 4 mi...but 4 sum1 else...frankly...it doesn't bother mi...coz since young i nv recieved any...it doesn't if i recieve it nw or nt......u sae tt i'm bein selfish 2 nt care abt her feelins...but u dunno how i felt at tt moment...i may seem strong 2 every1...n i too in fact wanna b...but juz bcoz u din c mi cry...doesn't meant tt i'm strong......mayb u think tt wat u sae or ask did nth 2 mi...but it did...n alot......4 moi verie close frenz...they noe tt i onli put others at heart n nt moiself...but u juz labelled mi s self-centered...i did nt cum 2 tt decision on impulsive...but i went through alot of thinkin...b4 settin moi mind up...i considered every1's feelin...tots...n interest...i strongly felt tt every1 needed him more dan mi...i will alwayz luv u all n care 4 u all lyk alwayz...b there when u all need mi still...juz tt i leave e gp...it'll benefit every1... =") ...i cried till eyes swollen dan cum 2 tis decision...sam can respect moi decision n nt force mi in2 sumthingy which i reallie no wish 2...our frenship will alwayz remain...let us nw let bygone b bygone k??? n still maintain our happie frenship...sob...k??? *lost in direction*EMOTIONAL
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