slp so little...actually...i oso do nt noe if i actually slept......went down 2 church 2 help out in full u...dan rushed down 2 watch treasa's performance wid all moi barang barang...i new hu would appear...i new wat would happen...but still i went...tried n tried so hard...but still i did it......nw...i feel so depressed...n drained out...nobody will actually noe wat's goin through in moi mind...nor noe how i feel......e probs i'm facin r always building up...hm...class frenz...SA frenz...personal...n financially...can u reallie tell tt i'm havin all these probs??? i feel strongly tt though i hab probs...i dun mind sufferin all of them quietly...alone...coz at least in front of every1...they c e happie side of mi...b it ture or fake happiness they c of mi...i'm still brin joy 2 them...n i nv 2 b e source of unhappiness......at tis pt of time...cry oso cried alreadie...thinking oso hab sorted out alreadie......n i hab cum 2 1 conclusion...in ur heart...u all can dun hab mi...but u all can't dun hab him...since I can b transparent most of e time...might s well i leave frm all ur lives...dan he leave......coz he can b a much beta fren...hu will b there 4 u all when u all r down...when u all needed sum1 2 cheer u all up...wateva he can...i can't...so maintain tis frenship between u all......sam...thanx 4 everythin...u're always a great fren...dun think little of urself...take care evey1...bye~
me myself & i 22:02
EMOTIONAL
Mei Xian
nursing student
...full-time...
lamer
stoner
dreamer
...part-time...
having a break
LOVE LIFE
sleep eat dream
especially sushi
mango pudding cake
ice-cream chocolate
WISH LIST
More Clothes
White "Classy" Tote
Sports Bag
Lots of Pumps & Heels
A Wallet
Perm My Hair
New Belts
Digital Camera
DS Lite
Undergo Lasik
Attend a Shoe Design Course
Lots & Lots of $$$$
**need a job right now**
Try New Stuff to Build Confidence
MESSAGE
THINK POSITIVE...
it's the little little things in my life that allow me to hang on...
no matter how life is...it's just the perception point that varies the outcome view...
my life isn't empty but half-filled...and i'm contented...
