Wednesday, July 26, 2006

nw...i'm so depressed...hai...been treatin every single 1 in moi life...true n whole-heartedly...nv guarded against any1...nv lied 2 any1 either......but dan...time n again ppl juz dun believe...n i understand......but every1 noes how frank n st 4ward i can b...i encouraged ppl...but e reply i get back was "all i needed iz ur encouragement n nt all tis"...but didn't i juz did encouraged u??? sob...explained...n u reply ya...tt's e kinda encouragement i wanna hear...lyk...hallow......i noe u stressed lahz...but hallow...i juz encouraged u...out of kind intention....but gt slapped back rite in2 e face...next ur tellin mi tt tt's e encouragement tt u wanna hear...lyk wateva lahz...i dunno lahz...sae tt juz wan ppl 2 reallie reallie praise u...encourage u...but i've doned it!!! yet u sae it's nt wat u wanna hear...u wan true encouragement......so mine r so worthless 2 u izit??? i mean...tis r reallie frm e bottom of moi heart lahz...if u think they're nt n wanna hear beta n sweeter stuffs...by all means go look 4 sum1 hu lyks 2 sweet-tok...coz i reallie dunno how!!! n it's so nt mi 2 do it...n i nv will......coz i believe u can...so i said tt i believe u can...nt u humour u...believe it or nt...tt's it...the end...end of storie!!! *argh...y no1 believes???*


me myself & i 02:16

EMOTIONAL

Mei Xian
nursing student
...full-time...
lamer
stoner
dreamer
...part-time...
having a break

LOVE LIFE

sleep eat dream
especially sushi
mango pudding cake
ice-cream chocolate

WISH LIST

More Clothes
White "Classy" Tote
Sports Bag
Lots of Pumps & Heels
A Wallet
Perm My Hair
New Belts
Digital Camera
DS Lite
Undergo Lasik
Attend a Shoe Design Course
Lots & Lots of $$$$
**need a job right now**
Try New Stuff to Build Confidence

MESSAGE

THINK POSITIVE...

it's the little little things in my life that allow me to hang on... no matter how life is...it's just the perception point that varies the outcome view... my life isn't empty but half-filled...and i'm contented...

DARLINKS

HISTORY

July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
October 2008
November 2008
April 2009

VOICE OUT