met u along e pathways...was it real or juz moi fantasy??? there u r....alwayz there in a corner...in moi tiny little world...would it eva b e same again??? i wish i reallie knew...moi world revolves 4 u alone...holdin on 2 moi tears...havin a pain tt beyond words could describe......but i'm no longer in moi dreams...coz i'm movin on......i need directions...i need ans...but i'm havin none......i'm no longer alone...i hab moi frenz...but dan which iz e true mi??? when i'm smilin or when i'm nt??? emotions r in a mess...sayin so much...but no1 hears moi words......u're so near...n i'm tryin 2 reach out...yet still u seem so far......i wanna b back where i belong...in a world of moi own...where i face no reality...where i face no tears...where i face no hurt......but moi bubbles were burst by u...nw...i can no longer dream...n no longer m i a dreamer......soon it'll b e last time u remainin in heart...no wanna 2 continue 2 b e 1 hu iz there chi chi de n sha sha de chen shou all tis by moiself...wanna b free...free frm tis confused feelins n illusions u're alwayz givin mi...... *fadin away n lettin go*
me myself & i 04:34
EMOTIONAL
Mei Xian
nursing student
...full-time...
lamer
stoner
dreamer
...part-time...
having a break
LOVE LIFE
sleep eat dream
especially sushi
mango pudding cake
ice-cream chocolate
WISH LIST
More Clothes
White "Classy" Tote
Sports Bag
Lots of Pumps & Heels
A Wallet
Perm My Hair
New Belts
Digital Camera
DS Lite
Undergo Lasik
Attend a Shoe Design Course
Lots & Lots of $$$$
**need a job right now**
Try New Stuff to Build Confidence
MESSAGE
THINK POSITIVE...
it's the little little things in my life that allow me to hang on...
no matter how life is...it's just the perception point that varies the outcome view...
my life isn't empty but half-filled...and i'm contented...
