iz it fated tt we met time n again along path ways??? or iz it juz tt lao tian zai zhuo nong wo??? i no lyk 2 c u...coz wheneva i do...i feel e hurt tt u've given mi time n again......but dan...when i saw u...sum how i feel tt u needed mi...i dunno y i felt tt way...but dan...look at u......u've loosen so much weight...kan qi lai ye qiao chui le hen duo......i dunno wat 2 do...n i reallie dunno......u sae b4 tt everythingy would b over soon enuff...but does it oso means tt i'll b erased frm ur memory s well??? nw i'm so confused...i no longer noe wat's reality n wat's dreamz......mayb things aren't s simple s i think they are...i wanna c no more...hear no more...n speak no more...coz i'm tierd...i juz wanna lie dun n nt wake up anymore...AHHHHHH~~~...*tian ar...stop messin wid moi life!!!*
me myself & i 02:22
EMOTIONAL
Mei Xian
nursing student
...full-time...
lamer
stoner
dreamer
...part-time...
having a break
LOVE LIFE
sleep eat dream
especially sushi
mango pudding cake
ice-cream chocolate
WISH LIST
More Clothes
White "Classy" Tote
Sports Bag
Lots of Pumps & Heels
A Wallet
Perm My Hair
New Belts
Digital Camera
DS Lite
Undergo Lasik
Attend a Shoe Design Course
Lots & Lots of $$$$
**need a job right now**
Try New Stuff to Build Confidence
MESSAGE
THINK POSITIVE...
it's the little little things in my life that allow me to hang on...
no matter how life is...it's just the perception point that varies the outcome view...
my life isn't empty but half-filled...and i'm contented...