Tuesday, July 25, 2006
i'm feelin so empty n blue again...how i wish time could stop...everythingy juz freezes...dan mayb at tt pt nth will go through moi mind...nth at all...tots n emotions overwhelmin every nw n dan...but ritez nw...at tis verie moment......i juz dun feel anything...i'm numbed by e on goins in moi life...i juz wanna b simple...but moi tots n life r alwayz so complex......tots of u keep appearin......but dan again...y would they appear in e 1st place??? i too wanna noe...i noe how much hurt i've recieved frm u...yet nth stops mi frm disallowin u 2 hurt mi time n again...i noe how much feelins r envoled...n wat would happen...i dunno wat can i do 2 prevent them frm frm happenin...but since we ended up in tis way so long ago...i've told moiself 2 nt turn back but b strong 2 carry on walkin forward widout lookin back...but if there's a choice...i reallie wish i can once again shi yi...dan mayb dan i can stop thinkin of so much so much...but i just can't stop thinkin...all e tots juz run in continuously...i'm lyk worryin n thinkin of so much 4 nth......coz no matter how much or hard i worrie n think...nth will b solved...n no1 noes how terrible i feel...still i can't stop thinkin...ahhhhhh...argh...i hate walkin down tis lonely rd moiself...where there's every1 tt i can c...but i'm juz too transparent 2 b noticed...too bottled up 2 b understood...where were u when i needed u e most??? u left mi... *broken hearted*EMOTIONAL
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