2dae...wha...sick...dan work...dan so pissed off...ppl work get paid when do nth lorx...hai~......dan 2dae e weddin rather meaningful losz...c till sad sad...emotions overwhelmed mi...again tears rolled down e cheeks......i said 2 moiself nv 2 shed another drop of tear over him...but still......i'm so useless...wo yao wo zhi ji jian qiang...but it juz seems 2 mi tt i'm nt...n it's nt workin no matter how hard i try 2 b......luv iz 2 scarifice...2 4give...2 bao rong...2 share...but i juz dun understand y it juz alwayz 1 sided de fu chu ne??? totally depressed...i juz wanna walk out of tis dark tunnel...2 c e beautiful light at e other end of e tunnel...n juz wanna find sum1 2 walk wid mi at e lowest pt of life...but no1 will...coz no1 will eva noe when i'm down...seein sum1 happie iz 1 thin...knowin if e person iz reallin happie or iz actin happie......nobody will understand...coz i will nv open up no matter wat...*depressed*...
me myself & i 00:53
EMOTIONAL
Mei Xian
nursing student
...full-time...
lamer
stoner
dreamer
...part-time...
having a break
LOVE LIFE
sleep eat dream
especially sushi
mango pudding cake
ice-cream chocolate
WISH LIST
More Clothes
White "Classy" Tote
Sports Bag
Lots of Pumps & Heels
A Wallet
Perm My Hair
New Belts
Digital Camera
DS Lite
Undergo Lasik
Attend a Shoe Design Course
Lots & Lots of $$$$
**need a job right now**
Try New Stuff to Build Confidence
MESSAGE
THINK POSITIVE...
it's the little little things in my life that allow me to hang on...
no matter how life is...it's just the perception point that varies the outcome view...
my life isn't empty but half-filled...and i'm contented...
