Sunday, July 23, 2006
2 yee shan...frankly...i think there's no pt anymore...but since i'd sae i'll tell u...guess i'll do it here instead......actually tis was a verie small matter...i oso dunno y it'll end up lyk tt...okay...it started when mi n sam was out eatin 2gether...we were predictin wat would happen between him n her...n oso sae tt if it reallie does cum through...e both of us will actually end up in bad terms bcoz of them......tt verie nitez...sam n i actually found out tt wat we predicted actually turned out 2 b true...but we weren't angrie a single bit...we were juz disappointed tt y it happen yet e both of them nv let us noe...okay...dan they sae tt they wanna sort out their feelins b4 lettin us noe...we too oso understood...but we were disappointed tt they cheated on us...i mean...if we asked...n it's true...y can't u all openly admit it??? y lied??? wat's more iz tt when t was wid sam n i...t actually said tt she needed 2 rush off s she had 2 mit a verie impt fren...but in fact...tt verie impt fren of hers iz j...i n sam felt so hurt lah...it's lyk...he too iz our fren...u wanna mit him...by all means...go ahead...we r nt stopping them or wat...but......it juz hurt us...nvm...at least she bothered 2 explain herself n her actions...but wat i couldn't take it was tt he didn't bothered...n treat everythin s per normal...s his usual self...happie-go-lucky attitude......wat we had in mind was tt if u all wanna develop or wat...let us noe we can actually help...if u dun wanna tell...if we as...speak e truth...we asked 2 gib our blessins...nt stop u all frm developin...we r nt so self-centered...hu thinks tt e world revolves onli around e 2 off us...tt's y e followin dae sam n i arranged 2 mit them...2 tok heart 2 heart...i woke up super early 4 them...but we ended up sayin nth...i din tok...coz i no wanna blow in fj...n i noe if i did started...it's hard 4 mi 2 hold moi peace...coz i'm verie st forward...so if i reallie start...i'll go on n on n on...till e verie last line...so i typed in moi labi...will tryin 2 do moi poject at e same time which iz gonna due e next dae...n it's nt done at all...so i stressed...tt's y i no wanna speak...chose 2 typed...dan i ended up leavin...lyk 2dae losz......err...t n j msged mi once...i nv reply lahz...coz sam told mi wat they sae liao...but t still gt explain 2 mi lahz...tt's y i can 4gib t...can 4gib any1 hu admits their mistake...but can't tolerate those hu dun admit yet still can b so arrogant at times...but i reallie feel so......nvm...mayb it's moi pt of view which caused every1 2 b in such diff position ritez nw ba......every1...i'm truly sorrie...4 e diff position i placed every1 in...sorrie......EMOTIONAL
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